Gummy Bear

Sometimes, I've been Wondering how people meeting each other from a different background, different cultural, different color, different thinking.

Isn't it feeling great that met someone who really love you and you are his everything, he is willing to give you everything just to make you smile. 

I've found you, yes you My love. someone who are 3941 miles away from me, yet know just what i need.

comfort me when I'm down, Cheer me up when I'm upset, all those you have done, Thank you babie <3

i trust you, i really do. no one ever make me feel this way,  every songs you sang to me, every message you sent to me, everything you said, 

its still clear in my head, 

I smile, Why? You. 

you make me smile and you can make me smile all day all night, 

you make me laugh, and i love it when the both of us burst out laughing out loud. 

you make my heart melt, the baby thing,and the shouting part, the singing part, i remember all of this, 

No doubt you are the sweetest sweet heart i ever got , i thanks god for that, 

religion, color, races, make no change for the love i have for you, whatever they said i dont really care. 

what important is that i love you and i Do Love you for real. 

Isn't it amazing, i've never meet you and we fell in love ?

i've never meet you and i'm deeply in love with you, care for you, 

Jealousy, love , I feel. 

the way you care for me, melted my heart 

your thought, keep my heart warmed, 

babie, you are just simply amazing.

hugging you through the webcam, 

kissing you through the webcam, 

touching you through the webcam, 

crying in front of the webcam, 

laughing, smiling, screaming,shouting. 

all these .. i Love it, this is how we growth, and getting stronger,

we bear the pain, we bear the feeling of missing each others,

we bear the fact that we could see but we couldn't touch, 

we cry, need a hug, what we do through the webcam its just a way to comfort ourself that, we are still together. 

we are going through some hard times, but babie remember , what doesnt kill us make us stronger.

there are lot more about us, but ... keep it for the next blog. 

MWah babie me love u :) you know you are the best. 

and guess you know who you are :) i know u read my blog sometimes :P 

xx 

Loves,

Kensie

Hello people! Been a while huh, Well, I'm not a professional blogger can't expect too much from me 

Finally I'm Graduating.... Finally after all these 4 years... I AM GRADUATING.... 

I'm so happy... need to struggle alot in the future i guess. 

but its all fine... i can do that... 

Alright, now back to the days routine that what i have been doing most of the time . 

well, nothing much, go to uni, come back home, cook whatever, go out then come back tomorrow go to uni again 

then facebook whatever in the night after i come back from the friend's place 

Alot of things happened. people going people coming... 

got to know some new friends, some old friend have some issues , bla bla bla 

then what-so-ever .. I don't care. 

then the times struggling about assignments,  luckily there are friends who help me in the studies.. 

Play pool again .... like seriously. Then partying life... not really party party, but more to the chilling session in the bar. 

Clubs.... have stopped going...  :) 

Drama.... never stop coming to me... not my own drama... drama of the others, 

i do not have to get involved but they involved me.... 

i hate drama....... URGH!! too much .... 

other than that..... owh yea ... recently, i've noticed that, many many many youngster started like dating ... 

like you know 14 years old.. or even younger than that... Do they really understand what love is ? 

some started to blog how much they love each other bla bla bla .. and they totally forget about themselves. 

the whole world , its only him him him and him.... common... at the age of 14 15 16 17  18 ... you are talking about FOREVER ? 

whats Forever you are talking about ?? u still have ur studies, still depend on ur parents, spending their money, still not mature enough. and u are

talking about forever, just because owh u guys are so in love, the so call " LOVE" you guys are having now... 

Common , dont be stupid and spoiled your future. Adults can't even tell what love is... and all these youngsters say that they understand love.... 

ahh whatever man.... anyway .. 

next time ;) more to write about. 

with love,

Kensie

Like the title said- Long time. It been a really long time that I did not post anything.

New year. A brand new year- 2010. A good year though. 

I rode on Lamborghini, Bentley, Ferrari. I'm in love with Lamborghini. 

Shangri la, JW Marriott, Mandarin Oriental, Been to these places for few times in a month. 

I mean In January. That is why I said it is a good year; starting with all these.

Quite a lot of things happened in January. Good more that Bad. 

Stay single for quite a long time since the last relationship. Well, the previous so called relationship was not considered as one 

so it is like LONG enough for me to stay single, yet I actually enjoy the SINGLE life SO FAR. 

Freya and Danielle are there for me. Coffee gathering tea time at Starbuck Pavilion like so often. 

Laugh our asses off for nothing, we just LAUGH! LOL!! 

I had so much fun in January.

Owh one more thing for the New year is, i stop something that i should start at the beginning. 

I'm happy for that. Chinese new year coming soon. Gaining weight is a thing that i cant avoid during chinese new year. 

Good food, Good wine, Good liquor, Snacks, Sleep late. How can I not gain?!! 

Yet I don't care! WAhahha. Chinese new year, Once in a year. Gain weight then DIET. SO what ?! ha 

After Chinese new year, Uni start. My last sem. 

I can't wait for the last semester to finish, get a job, have my own income. Spend my own money. 

Do whatever I want to do. Go wherever I want to go. 

I think thats all for today. I have too many to write, but not today. Tired. 

Haha, Guess i will be here soon like soon, hopefully not next month. *tongue out*

See you guys real soon. 

xox

With Love,

Kensie. 

Its been a while since i posted the last blog. well, too lazy... 

after the final exam, things have gone well so far,

had a small complicated relationship, but its done. 

well.. long story.... *sigh*

anyway, i've been trying to be a good girl, trying to quit everything.... 

not to say quit, before quit, need to reduce. at least i'm trying :) 

OWH YEA, Forget about ARMIN's night! IT WAS AMAZING!! 

i was dancing like a mad woman! hahaha ....he is fucking good, he deserve the number 1 DJ !!! 

i still miss that night .... it was really awesome! Armin is so cute, and he is good looking! haha 

anyway... xmas is near, and so do new year... gotta make some plans, and have fun... 

if u guys have any plans, just let me know. :) 

really need a cool chill out time.... 

another thing, Graduation. 

Friends are graduate this sem, on the 19th. 

they are leaving for good after graduation. IT sucks! to see people leaving and never come back :( 

but there is nothing i can do

Supposedly i graduate this semester too, but some shits happened so i have to extend another semester.

i'm graduate next semester. :) have another year to chill in Uni. 

im happy though. to see my friends for another year and have another year to chill out. 

not so fast to the working life. :) 

well, gotta off now... See u guys in abit. :) 

peace! :) 

love,

kensie

OWH! its been a while i write after my last blog. 

have been so busy ..... OUF!! school works are killing me..

assignments and presentation, packed schedules and what-so-ever

well, all these time, nothing much happend

the same me, the same life. 

friend left for good, never come back, 

and i missed her so much. but i can always go and visit her =) 

so fast, final exams coming, like within a month. 

wooof! have to study hard, and score a good grade. 

no jokes, its my second last sem, have to really work hard to get good grade! >< 

but anyhow, i still have fun beside studies... :) 

well, time to say good bye. gotta off to do some works.. 

will update soon :D 

love love

much loves,

kensie